Lucid

The room is dark; the smell of incense fills the air. There are three candles on the floor, yet they don't seem to illuminate anything... Then, after the silence becomes deafening the chime sounds. It rings for a seemingly endless amount of time and I don't think it ever really fades away... It just transcends the range of my hearing. Free of the limitations of my feeble senses it continues on forever. Then a soft voice tells me to 'Notice how I physically and sensuously feel...' This process engulfs me for the rest of the night, until I awake. Does anyone else have this dream, or is it just me?

Losers, Weepers

I'm going to miss him, the way his hair would blow in the wind. He had a beautiful smile and I always loved the way he held me close to his body. I still remember how his eyes would sparkle when he watched me. When he watched other girls. I wonder if they'll ever find where I buried himÂ…

Impotence

I could not believe how guilty I felt. How could "I'm sorry" even begin to erase the pain I'd caused her?


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